Okay. So I don't know why that this bothers me, but it does. Charlie got accepted into the national guard and is leaving in like july. or june. whatever. He'll be gone. Ya know? I mean I know I shouldn't care. I got people here who love me and take care of me now, other people. and just he got life insurance, and said if something happens to him, i get half of it, and that's like 200,000 dollars! I don't understand why he's still trying to take care of me, and stuff after everything I put him through. And look after me. I'm so confused. I just wanna lock myself away and disappear for a while. Maybe I will. I'll let my other personality, emmy out, for a while, till I can figure this stuff out, or until someone can coax me back out and take care of me and help me and just.... I don't know what to do.
Later.
About Me
- Mydnite
- I'm 20 years old, I'm a bisexual female. I have a fiance, Angye, and a boyfriend, Matt. I love them both very dearly. I love to camera whore people (take lots of pictures of people), as you could see on my myspace, i have at least 500 pictures on there. I have blond and pink hair, I wear glasses, or contacts. It depends on my mood. I have an obsession with rainbows, butterflies, the very first mustang (I can't remember if its a 64 of 65), snoopy, TY beanie bears, the color pink and green, I'm an obsessive smoker, I like to use long sentences, I am also obsessed with Jack and Sally, and if you want to know anything else you can just ask.
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